2 of Cups Rx

XIV Temperance

XXI The World Rx

A mild fight with a friend, BoB? And the Temperance card suggests I shouldn't be the one to make the first move. It will just be caused by some confusion. The advice here is to slow down and be patient, Temperance. And I'll likely have to do some cooking today, I should call my mom about that. She wanted me to do some cooking for this weekend's Christmas party. XXI The World Rx, stubbornness won't help anything.

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BoB did come home in a shitty mood, more disappointed than anything else. At work he got diesel sprayed all over the coat he spent so much time fixing up to be super warm. His one warm coat stinking of diesel, so he had to spend all this time trying to clean it, and it still had diesel all over it. In fact, I'm still working on it now. Is that what Temperance maybe was referring to, the correct mixing of chemicals for cleaning out diesel. Well, he did it wrong, World Rx, and when I've showed him some correct ways of getting it out, he still sullenly kept doing it the way he was previously. Oh, well, I'll have better luck with him today (Thursday).

Jumper Card

IX The Hermit (jumper)

6 of Swords Rx

Queen of Swords Rx

The Hermit card jumped out at me, I suppose it would be wise for me to be alone today and think or meditate. I'm alone ALL the time, so that part isn't hard...I guess today will be a period of withdrawal and caution leading to some insight.

Saturn Is In My 3rd House and Touching Everything

Heavy-hearted ***
Valid during many months: During this time you are able to achieve a most unusual balance between your material and your spiritual needs, and you see the relationship between them so that you can build your life upon both of them equally. This influence helps you bring your spiritual ideals into focus in the material world so that you can see precisely what role they play in your life. Consequently this is a time of sober reflection and deep understanding about your life on several planes.

This is a time of serious thought. Your mood will not be especially light- hearted, but you will be in a position to make great breakthroughs in understanding. You will be able to deny yourself rewards that you have wanted in the past, because now you can see that if you wait a bit, your daily life will come closer to your ideals. You are in the right frame of mind for disciplined self-denial and sacrifice without being a martyr. In other words, you are realistic about what you are doing.

Now you can work to further your ideals, such as working for religious or charitable organizations, spiritual groups or whatever. In general you will be attracted to groups of people who share your views, and you will be able to express your philosophy better in a group than by yourself. This influence has the effect of making your ego subservient to higher needs, so that if you believe strongly in what you are doing, you will be able to work hard even if given very little credit or positive reinforcement.

With this influence there is the danger of taking your own actions too seriously. This can be a very covert form of egotism in the name of spiritual awareness and devotion, and no form of egotism, even if it goes by another name, is compatible with this influence.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Saturn Sextile Neptune, ,
activity period from beginning of December 2010 until middle of September 2011

9 Of Swords

XVIII The Moon Rx

Page of Cups

Looks like I'll have a lot on my mind, I'll be worried...about ?

The Moon Rx is telling me to be patient and not to let my imagination get the best of me, don't take any risks at this time and not to argue with any anyone, just be patient.

And the page indicates good news, probably no cause for worry at all anyway.

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I woke up because BoB was texting me, Page of Cups. I don't know about that Moon Rx...still so fucking subtle for me...

The 9 of Swords did predict some bad dreams I had though...I was dreaming I was a various dream jobs without a shirt on. Gary Busey was there and learing at me and asking why I didn't have a shirt on...all I could say was I was depressed, then I found a bunch of clothes, like three dresses all layered on each other, it wasn't very pretty, but I'd still end up with out a shirt on, it was pretty embarrassing. Then I started getting harassed (the guy from ''Little Children'') was at Pop's Diner with me and I knew I was going to get raped if my boss didn't get rid of him, I has to explain to my boss the difference between Tolerance and Judgment, and how it isn't bad to use your Judgment, it's there to protect you and the ones you care about. I was trying to get him to get rid of the rapist. And there was a bunch of anxiety cooking dreams about Pop's mixed with Stephanie from Dick's, all the shitty jobs rolled together. And I was remembering how awesome I was at Toni's, how in control I was and on top of things, but how it just isn't like that anymore. I don't have anything together and nothing to call my own.

Saturn Conjunct Pluto

Confinements ***
Valid during many months: During this time you may have fewer resources available for doing what you want, and you may have to focus the available resources on more restricted and concentrated objectives. The effects of this influence are several. First, structure in your life will change significantly, but not suddenly or without warning. The changes brought about during this time are inherent in what is being changed, if you look carefully. It is rather like an inevitable conclusion of a situation. During this period some things will come to an end or an old order of life will cease. On a metaphysical level, this influence means that factors are now being incorporated into the structure of your life that will later bring about evolution and growth. This process involves getting rid of old structures. What happens now will have great consequences in fourteen years.

On a material level, this influence often causes financial problems or other kinds of shortages. Sometimes government or other officials will impose heavy burdens that greatly restrict your freedom of movement. It is also possible that some incident or accident may affect your health and thereby restrict your freedom of movement.

All of these effects confine your energies so that later they can be focused upon matters that will require your full attention. If your energy is spread too thin, later crises will be much more difficult to bear. Then you will have to go through a most unpleasant house-cleaning of everything in your life that interferes with your natural pattern of evolution.

As you are more and more restricted by circumstances and the need to use your resources conservatively, do not simply hold in your energies. Build new structures to correct the problems you face now, and concentrate all your energy on bringing about necessary evolution in your life.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Saturn Conjunction Pluto, ,
activity period from 2 December 2010 until middle of September 2011

Looks Tiring

XXI The World

2 of Cups

Knight of Swords

Meh, looks exhausting. The World reminds me that I might be menstruating today, the ''end'' of that little non-bleeding journey. And the other two cards look tiring as well. Like the exchange between the couple on the the 2 of Cups mixed with the rough energy of the Knight of Swords...BoB may have have one his ''out to get everything'' days that just means he's frustrated with life and there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe I should just get out of here for a day?

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Easy, easy relaxing day! Hung out with BoB, inside, because it rained all day. And BoB got riled up on some message boards, for example Girls Shouldn't Have Ideas: Abstinence Only CampaignGirls Shouldn't Have Ideas: Abstinence Only Campaign. He was really funny, and we had a great day of lounging around.

Oh, and I didn't start menstruating today...so that was wrong about the World.

Delay

X The Wheel of Fortune

10 of Swords

Ace of Wands Rx

A woman over at the Aeclectic Tarot Forums named Amanda04 does something called a ''Summary Card.'' She adds together the numerals on the cards, excluding the court cards, to get a summation of the reading. For this reading I get III The Empress, and that's a nice soft landing for this little daily spread. Funny too that yesterday's Summary Card is now in this spread, The Wheel of Fortune.

Striving, that's all I'm seeing for today. Trying to do things, but getting set back, delay. It is the first day of Mercury Retrograde after all.