Sunday, October 7, 2012

THE DAUGHTER OF FORTITUDE

THE DAUGHTER OF FORTITUDE
(received by Edward Kelley and Dr. John Dee)

I am the daughter of Fortitude, and ravished every hour from my youth. For behold I am Understanding and science dwelleth in me; and the heavens oppress me. They cover and desire me with infinite appetite; for none that are earthly have embraced me, for I am shadowed with the Circle of the Stars and covered with the morning clouds. My feet are swifter than the winds, and my hands are sweeter than the morning dew. My garments are from the beginning, and my dwelling place is in myself. The Lion knoweth not where I walk, neither do the beast of the fields understand me. I am deflowered, yet a virgin; I sanctify and am not sanctified. Happy is he that embraceth me: for in the night season I am sweet, and in the day full of pleasure. My company is a harmony of many symbols and my lips sweeter than health itself. I am a harlot for such as ravish me, and a virgin with such as know me not. For lo, I am loved of many, and I am a lover to many; and as many as come unto me as they should do, have entertainment.

Purge your streets, O ye sons of men, and wash your houses clean; make yourselves holy, and put on righteousness. Cast out your old strumpets, and burn their clothes; abstain from the company of other women that are defiled, that are sluttish, and not so handsome and beautiful as I, and then will I come and dwell amongst you: and behold, I will bring forth children unto you, and they shall be the Sons of Comfort. I will open my garments, and stand naked before you, that your love may be more enflamed toward me.
 
(inspired by John Bates, thank you)

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Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Look Forward to FUN

I was just wanting to know what kinda weekend I was going to have, to cam or not to cam.  Also, my husband is going to the National Rock Skipping Championship....I pulled the card FUN.  I just adore what Antero Ali describes as ''fun.''

''Beginning, Intermediate & Advanced FUN.  Beginning Fun is about getting high and rising above the dismal states of cultural boredom.  Intermediate Fun cultivates a poetic discipline for getting high: Rimbaud's aesthetics of delirium.  Advanced Fun is socially subversive and begins with charismatic transmission: how to render your high contagious; Timothy Leary's evolutionary agents of change.  All three stages of FUN implement post-survival agendas of sensory ecstasy, brain pleasure and accelerated perception.''

I absolutely want to be contagious, I have a lot of creative energy I'd like to transmit, shed, and share with admirers.  On a feedback loop of fun creativity.

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Friday, August 17, 2012

Vertical Oracle Card of the Day: Timeless

The card is Timeless with images of a clock as cycles of the moon.  This interpretation is from Antero Ali's Vertical Oracle:

''The 60-second minute/60 minute hour dictates the metronome beat of the forty-hour 5-day work week; time = money.  Those lives running on ''symbolic'' time benefit from its vast material output.  Alongside this mental plane, the real time of cosmic duration unfolds in biological cycles, lunations, and the interstellar orbits of planets and galaxies.  Its immaterial value benefits those lives in harmony with the cosmos-at-large.  Women know real time in menses.  Look at this card as a reminder of the ''timeless'' real time of your life long before it was trivialized into bits and pieces and dollar signs.''

Today is the new moon in Leo, a decent time to begin things.  Mercury retrograde is finally over, I know this past one was really communication stunting for me.  And yet, there's no rush.  Saturn and Mars are tightly conjoined in Libra right now.  Maybe a great time to stick to a discipline.  A natural cycle is highlighted today.  For me that's meant Slowing Down.  I do have an Open Root.....and I mentioned the Saturn-Mars conjunction, well in my own transit field, I've have Saturn sitting on my Mars since last December and it'll finally be over in September---I can't wait!!!!

While I have no fear of Saturn....I don't like how this transit brings so many arguments into my life---and I can't see where they will come from next!  This year alone my husband left me (for a few days) and he's never really been able to say why....he's just got extremely mad at me because I didn't want him to buy me a bike when we had no money.  So he was going to leave me over it.  WTF?  Then at my side job, there's been multiple explosions with coworkers, toward me, because people love to come in whenever they want--and I can't sit idly by about it--be on time motherfuckers!  Saturn loves time, Mars is ready to battle.
       Then there was extreme tension between my mom and I, and we normally never ever argue (but my grandmother just passed away--so feelings were tense anyway).  I just don't know where or when the next anger explosions will happen at me, or why.  I've just been practicing slowing down, not drinking, not smoking, not fanning any flames.  I've also been using that Saturn discipline on my Mars to take up pole dancing, a notoriously slow style of dancing that requires a lot of strength.  So, there are ways to make lemonade no matter the transit field.  No matter the cycle or duration.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Missing In Action

Just wanted to say how sorry I am for not getting back to anyone this year.  2012 has been very tumultuous to say the least.  I'm at the point where I have reached a point of emotional clarity in regards to working the phone at Psychic Power Network.  I've loved working with them and I highly recommend them, for their price, their value, their work philosophy, and their psychics.

I cannot, however, keep working on the phone.  It's 2012 and it's time for something new.  What I sense in my trajectory is a new website and a new medium.  In a few weeks, or a month from now, I may be working with Oranum.  I'll have my own channel, my own free chat via webcam, and, of course, exclusive readings done for you.

In the free chat I'll be there hanging out and describing the fundamentals of Human Design and finding your own authority.  In exclusive chats I'll be doing personal readings for you using tarot, pendulum, astrology, and/or Human Design.

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Dream Rave

Tomorrow I get to have my first Dream Rave reading with Kumud and I am so very excited.

I'm very excited for this because I've always had incredible dream recall my whole life.   For years I kept dream journals and had to invent a method of writing my dreams down because I remember all the dreams I have every night and it even with my abbreviated method it still takes up to and hour and a half to write it all down.
 
So relieved to discover HD and hear what this perspective offers about what dreams really are doing.  (Hint, they are a propaganda war set to condition our weakest point)

So relieved to not get caught up in the drama of my dream life any more.  

I no longer feel guilty for not journaling!  This is great and I'm really looking forward to seeing what kind of conditioning my dream life has been enabling.  My dreams these days usually concern sex and flying....very god and demon realm combined....so happy to begin looking at these images with a newer perspective and dig into my own authority.