Been A Couple Days...

VII The Chariot

7 of Wands

3 of Wands Rx

I want to accurately predict my day with these daily spreads. In the past here I haven't done that so much, because I do the spreads as soon as I wake up and I guess I'm not all that awake. Or, I just know my days are so much the same they blur into each other so I don't really predict the essence of each day that well...anyway, I want to improve on that.

Today's forecast seems to start out with energy! Two cards from the energetic suit of wands and the Chariot. He's covered in armor and beside him is the 7 of Wands, showing a person who's alert and on the lookout, with a big stick. Talent, skills, and efforts could prove to be wasted with the 3 of Wands Rx...so that's something to lookout for.

I haven't logged into work for the past 4 day...I will be doing that today! I've had horrible menstrual cramps for the past two days and it looks like today I'll be feeling better.

The Chariot is a card I usually take literally in a reading, I usually associate it to an actual car when I see it in a reading. For me today though, I don't see myself going anywhere, so I will take it in a more metaphorical interpretation.

4 of Cups

I Magician Rx

Knight of Wands


4 of Cups, discontent, boredom; need of re-evalution. Couldn't care less what really happens. No motivation. Too much of a good thing, life too easy, just won't make the effort. Emotionally introverted, looking for a spiritual level of satisfaction. No one seems to understand. Could be a part in the offing that will help brighten things up...on Saturday is my mom's Christmas party. The Magician Rx is telling me to try harder..then there is the Knight...is it me? Is it someone else? He speeds things up can get me going today.

I am really tired right now, it's 7:45 am and it's freezing outside. I took some nyquil late last night in order to go to sleep...after some frustrating sex with my husband. (he came too early, me not at all, even after a valiant effort.) Just need to get going, take some calls, make some money...

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gaaa, I'm so slow in the morning. Maybe I shouldn't do a daily spread as soon as I wake up? I never seem to accurately predict my day anyway...well rarely, because I'm still half asleep.

The Knight of Wands was obviously my brother coming into town!

Knight of Pentacles Rx

7 of Wands

10 of Swords Rx

I think BoB may come home early today due to the ice pellet storm that's supposed to happen around 4pm. The 7 is saying that no matter the adversity I show strong character and the 10 is saying that intense personal pain is now receding.

2 of Cups Rx

XIV Temperance

XXI The World Rx

A mild fight with a friend, BoB? And the Temperance card suggests I shouldn't be the one to make the first move. It will just be caused by some confusion. The advice here is to slow down and be patient, Temperance. And I'll likely have to do some cooking today, I should call my mom about that. She wanted me to do some cooking for this weekend's Christmas party. XXI The World Rx, stubbornness won't help anything.

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BoB did come home in a shitty mood, more disappointed than anything else. At work he got diesel sprayed all over the coat he spent so much time fixing up to be super warm. His one warm coat stinking of diesel, so he had to spend all this time trying to clean it, and it still had diesel all over it. In fact, I'm still working on it now. Is that what Temperance maybe was referring to, the correct mixing of chemicals for cleaning out diesel. Well, he did it wrong, World Rx, and when I've showed him some correct ways of getting it out, he still sullenly kept doing it the way he was previously. Oh, well, I'll have better luck with him today (Thursday).

Jumper Card

IX The Hermit (jumper)

6 of Swords Rx

Queen of Swords Rx

The Hermit card jumped out at me, I suppose it would be wise for me to be alone today and think or meditate. I'm alone ALL the time, so that part isn't hard...I guess today will be a period of withdrawal and caution leading to some insight.

Saturn Is In My 3rd House and Touching Everything

Heavy-hearted ***
Valid during many months: During this time you are able to achieve a most unusual balance between your material and your spiritual needs, and you see the relationship between them so that you can build your life upon both of them equally. This influence helps you bring your spiritual ideals into focus in the material world so that you can see precisely what role they play in your life. Consequently this is a time of sober reflection and deep understanding about your life on several planes.

This is a time of serious thought. Your mood will not be especially light- hearted, but you will be in a position to make great breakthroughs in understanding. You will be able to deny yourself rewards that you have wanted in the past, because now you can see that if you wait a bit, your daily life will come closer to your ideals. You are in the right frame of mind for disciplined self-denial and sacrifice without being a martyr. In other words, you are realistic about what you are doing.

Now you can work to further your ideals, such as working for religious or charitable organizations, spiritual groups or whatever. In general you will be attracted to groups of people who share your views, and you will be able to express your philosophy better in a group than by yourself. This influence has the effect of making your ego subservient to higher needs, so that if you believe strongly in what you are doing, you will be able to work hard even if given very little credit or positive reinforcement.

With this influence there is the danger of taking your own actions too seriously. This can be a very covert form of egotism in the name of spiritual awareness and devotion, and no form of egotism, even if it goes by another name, is compatible with this influence.

The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today:
Saturn Sextile Neptune, ,
activity period from beginning of December 2010 until middle of September 2011

9 Of Swords

XVIII The Moon Rx

Page of Cups

Looks like I'll have a lot on my mind, I'll be worried...about ?

The Moon Rx is telling me to be patient and not to let my imagination get the best of me, don't take any risks at this time and not to argue with any anyone, just be patient.

And the page indicates good news, probably no cause for worry at all anyway.

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I woke up because BoB was texting me, Page of Cups. I don't know about that Moon Rx...still so fucking subtle for me...

The 9 of Swords did predict some bad dreams I had though...I was dreaming I was a various dream jobs without a shirt on. Gary Busey was there and learing at me and asking why I didn't have a shirt on...all I could say was I was depressed, then I found a bunch of clothes, like three dresses all layered on each other, it wasn't very pretty, but I'd still end up with out a shirt on, it was pretty embarrassing. Then I started getting harassed (the guy from ''Little Children'') was at Pop's Diner with me and I knew I was going to get raped if my boss didn't get rid of him, I has to explain to my boss the difference between Tolerance and Judgment, and how it isn't bad to use your Judgment, it's there to protect you and the ones you care about. I was trying to get him to get rid of the rapist. And there was a bunch of anxiety cooking dreams about Pop's mixed with Stephanie from Dick's, all the shitty jobs rolled together. And I was remembering how awesome I was at Toni's, how in control I was and on top of things, but how it just isn't like that anymore. I don't have anything together and nothing to call my own.